It’s been a difficult summer with the shock of a family crisis. Compounded by endless gruelling job interviews, I am left emotionally, physically & financially exhausted.
I’ve been weaving in and out of family commitments this summer to find time to paint, I’m not sure exactly what it is I am hoping to achieve but it felt important to grapple back some sense of control. Having stopped all artistic pursuits last year to enrol on a teacher training course I felt, at the beginning of the school summer holidays, distanced from my creative self (there is little room for creativity in the classroom it seems) Having not yet secured a teaching job I am again faced with an uncertain future.
Painting is where I started (first real memories around age four) I trained for many years and have a first class degree from Glasgow school of art so it felt right in the midst of such turmoil and uncertainty to reach back to my core and start afresh from scratch. That probably sounds a bit silly but it has kept me focused and hopeful.
I have spent years agitating over work and ideas, gauging each design for commercial viability so it has been amazing to just paint anything I want in any way I want for a few weeks, this work comes out of sadness and adversity but is in itself full of happiness and hope.
Inspiration has come from close by, my children, my home, my parents home, plants, books, photographs, Bristol. My imagination is always pretty active but it has been nice to let it rest some days and just concentrate on colour, light and shapes. The summer holidays are nearly over, maybe I will find some way to continue painting, I hope so.
I have added a large selection of sale items to my shop, original paintings, drawings and embroidery, all of this work has been produced over the last three years, I have also selected a few new works to go on sale so there is a great variety of items to choose from. Have a look here for original artworks at amazing prices. Thank you.
New paintings added to my shop today, take a look here or link to my shop from the menu above. All works are A4 or smaller gouache on paper.
I have really enjoyed creating this group of paintings. I’m trying not to think too hard and allow my work to develop in a variety of directions, there is a loose theme that has emerged, women & girls, sisters & friends – at work, rest and play. I’m still working with gouache, these works are all A4.
I have also started working on some portraits that will be available in my shop from today. I will post updates on new work and shop updates here.
‘the summer we ran away’ This painting and others are now available to buy in my shop
The teddy bears’ picnic
She had fallen in love with his yellow eyes.
Two more small paintings in gouache on paper. Trying to capture late summer colours, I always feel a little sad as summer draws to an end but it holds the promise of Autumn, my favourite season.
I have been working with gouache on paper for a couple of weeks now, it’s not a paint I have used much in the past. The idea is to just keep painting, anything and everything that appeals to me from day to day, moment to moment. I’m not trying to achieve anything in particular, I’m exploring, trying different techniques, making up for lost time I suppose. If it was possible to always paint I would.